Fountain’s Leak

There’s such a clarity,

Looking down,

Hands stained in ink.

I Don’t know, I guess I feel

authentically me.

Am I a poet?

Am I a poet?

Or just some joker

Writing down words

No one will ever see

To satisfy some need

Misguided as it may be

To puff up my soul

Full of self-importance

Pretending some art

I do not have

But soothes some part

Of my myself by whimpering

Into the moonlight

Feigning some loneliness

Of an unearned pain

I do not have the right

Whatsoever to claim.

Or am I just a poet?

Notches

Jasmine wafts in through

The open windows

A cardinal sits in a tree

The open page on my desk

Cries out again and again

To be filled

Rain starts to fall

Stifles the bird’s song

Trapped, caught in her mouth

Spring is yet to come

written – 2/14/2023

Purpose

I can feel it sitting there

In the deep, dark pit of me

My story…or maybe stories

Trying to claw themselves free.

I push them down and down

And still they struggle to get out

Free from the darkness

That has trapped them so long

They fight up and out

Into the light for the first time

A few wobbly steps later

They stand tall, breathe, and live.

look closely enough

Look closely enough at something

It disappears

In its place, formless

A void of what was

What might have been

Look closely enough at something

Stay blind

To the beautiful forms

All around

Step back and look

Listen and see

Be surprised by all that is

Present

Amazing accidents in Life to be found

an answer to Why?

My constant companion,
Never far from sight,
Always there for just in case,
How rarely you see the light.

An Idea of what could be, a future
For the two of us, you and me.
Grand plans created so alive in my mind.
In reality, likely never to be.

Untold stories trapped,
So many of them locked inside so deep.
Fear of Failure – lies told – doubt of oneself in truth.
Your unblemished pages, yours to keep.